you surely have a name...

"question: do you love me when you sleeps?"

enogh, enouh, enaugh... how spell?
what i know is only j. e. a. l. o. u. s. y.
what i know is only s. e. l. f. i. s h. n. e. s. s.

isn't that sweet? isn't that touched?
is it annoying? is it a shame?
tell me if it's a push or a pull?

where are you going? you're not so existent.
you've left me dying... without your presence.

please don't leave me for your dreams
but allow me to be your dreams myself
this track of your cold calm silence...
scratching my skin when go through

i'm just busy, being pretty,
watering my ego with despair...

so please don't wake me from my business

"question: do you love me when i sleeps?"

rationality? sense? wisdom? fairness?
to be proper? to be right? to be mature?
to do the right things in the very right situations...

(sorry but...)
what i know is only... ugly beauty...
with nonsensical anguish.
poetic rubbish... with nonsensical rhythms.

stop being bad. stop being an ass.
stop being tough. stop moaning.
stop being a kid. stop talking a shit.
non-stop loving... non-stop loving...
non-stop loving... non-stop loving...

i'm just busy, being so green,
nursing my scenes with despair...

so please don't wake me up from my nightmares.

"question: do you love me with your unconsciousness?"